BLEH !!!!!1

Finally found sometime to flaunt my (poor) writing skills. I'm sure i can put the best writer in town to shame (lolz) but nevertheless i should continue to write to my heart's content. Must say I am highly motivated by my dear friend Karthik Krishnan and I must give him whole and sole credits for helping me realize the true potential in me ....Alright i quit....He surely did motivate me but rest all that i bragged above,is utter crap ...so my sincere apologies to the best writer in town . Yet this thought has been hovering my mind that i should pen my ideas and thoughts. Today I chose to write because seriously insecurities in terms of some important people in life actually make be highly possessive and stupid and I actually end up munching people's brains. As Karthik Krishnan the great, questions me "We all are the same aren't we ?" and yes we all are. But why is this so? If I knew this i wouldn't be writing about it .

Leaving all my worries behind i felt i should write about something really wired today...since i had to attend a meeting with my boss's son and had to get into to this jam packed gents compartment.Like never before had ever seen such hungry eyes ..lollzzz...they could pounce on me any moment . You are like this piece of meat that is being shown to a hungry tiger ..( hope this whole write up isn't getting to cheesy). Eventually cant help writing about it. For me it was worse as my eyes didn't have anything handsome to look at. It was highly funny tough every guy who enters through the door and suddenly sees a huge woman standing (lolz) and then they stare at you, like you some dinosaur fossil preserved in a museum. But then suddenly i see that i was being protected (for a change ....lol)by my boss's son . That was so sweet of him and i felt like those girls in our television soaps where the guys protecting the girl from the dogs in the coach . Oh My God ...my Knight in Shining Armour Moment.. Hheheeh unfortunately(rather fortunately) hes younger to me. But yes the best feeling in the world is when you get of the coach and you feel like you have been just saved from the most threatening moment of your life.

BAS ...ab mein aur nahi soch sakti ....my thinking powers are soon diminishing like the sun setting in the west ....but yet i confirm that, this sun that is setting would never rise again ....attention deficit ( my Psychology HOD confirmed my situation last year by making a special announcement on this subject). Thats about it ..Nothing more to write on. Adios

JuSt A pLAiN iNtrO.......

Wondering,why the hell am i blogging??Nothin that i am against it but was never close to thinking of writing abt myself , my life or my ideas .Have al my friends writing and that seriously makkess me feell useless sometimes.For the matter of fact that i am d laziext person to ever meet.Anyways writing is somethin that i have never practised ,so this may be is a platform where in ll be happy enough to put my wrting skills to best use (tough i donot possess any).Actually this for me is a place to be me .Let me begin my journeyy of writing by beginning with a writing of my idea of believeing in oneself .
Believing in oneself.....seems so philosophical doesnt it ?? I agree that its primaraily the fisrt value ne should believe in ,but unfortunately today many people feel to do so .i am speaking about this ,because i was a victim to not believe in myself .The reason being,may be my personailty was not of the confident type or i can blame a hell lot of people who have entered my life and abuse them of having meesed with my work .But then one day i spent one whole day introsepecting on mah achievements in life (that was may be when i was 15) .I was shocked to know that i had achieved nothin but certain things that others wanted me too and nothin that satisfied my conscience .I had nothin achieved by myself i.e on my own but i did wat others saw for me or pictured me to become. Where was i ???what did i achieve that i wanted to ?I was conditioned to the syndrome of WHAT WILL PEOPLE THINK OF ME IF I DO THIS OR THAT .I felt ashamed...felt like i have no respect for me in front of my own eyes.This does sound like a hindi movie dialogue or may be whos dis looser whos writing about this shit .but give it a thought ... let me leave dis writing incomplete ...let me ask u a few questions and i am suree ill be able to may be havee a great research done over what you guys have to say .....

1. WHAT DO U THINK U ARE ?
2. WHAT IS THE BEST U HAVE ACHIEVED WITH COMPARISON TO YOURSELF ?
3. WHY DO U THINK AM I RAISING SUCH QUESTIONS TO YOU ?
4. WHAT IS YOUR THOUGHT ABOUT BELIEVEING YOURSELF ?

Im suree its mitee be a boring question to be answered but my main reason is to find all those posititve tinking people and get their ideas to help people who lack positivity around .For me my existance in this world is futile if i dont care of the people around.

Anyways enpugh of serious discussions ...but hey dis doesnt mean that im someone whos doent have fun...just that my ideas of fun arent general ideas of people .